My friend and I have lost contact because I fell in love with him. What to do?

when it comes to matters of the heart I cant believe the audacity of some that think you have to be of that orientation in order to answer or to relate to such a thing. Hey, Bro, I do understand a crush and how it makes me long for someone. Here is the thing its OK to obsesses a lil, its ok realy but if its not all that congenial I would perhaps uade you from persuing it, go with the old idea of let it go and if it comes back to you it was meant to be. But...in the mean time, let your mind relax on the idea so that you can center yourself on the here and now. I feel that perhaps you may be overlooking something in your life that you can be inspired by right now..just a feeling I get.