My family always thought "He is going to grow up to be a priest"?

But I left Christianity, so I let them down a bit, I am not going to be a Rabbi because I would have to debate so much, though the Job of holy man is tempting. Anyway on with the question do you ever wonder "I wish I could get rid of all the knowlage about the faults of Christianity" example the prophecies Jesus did not fufill "and just go back to being a christian and jut go to service and not seem diffrent in this Christian controled world"?