How to cope with agliophobia and childbirth?

First and foremost you are not CRAZY! Phobias are a mental diseases...they can change. First you need to see a doctor so he/she can help you threw your turmoil. There are different treatment options: psychotherapy, medications, neurofeedback, biofeedback (highly recommended). A doctor can help you in making decisions regarding your treatment options. You can get threw your pregnancy and the birthing process. Hope this helps and best of luck!