I Think I Am Going To Run Away? I've Upset Everyone And To Depressed To Carry On?

yo man i feel ur pain too, but i cant relate to the dad thing cuz my dad is a jerk. I have always thought of running away myself, but whenever i think of where im actually gonna go, how im going to get food and how am i going to get money, i always chicken out. I would say go back to school but dont care about what ur doing. Like basically go to school but like cut every cl or something, doesnt matter if ur not going to go anyways. going to school and doing a half *** job will save ur mom from going to jail as well as give u something else to take up some time. As soon as ur 18 u will be free! I cant wait till im 18! so many things i wanna do! 1) get out of this slave camp that my mom calls home. 2) get a tattoo lol. 3) fk bitches, get money. 4) get a cat, lol ive always loved cats and wanted to get one, but unfortunately we have a dog since my whole family hates cats. =( So anyways dont worry dude, but keep running away as ur last option just in case things get too crazy. Just make sure u always have a plan B. Good luck brah.