Have u ever wanted something/someone u just couldnt have?

I totally know the feeling. Believe me, it can be hard, but sometimes you have to just live with it. I remember being infatuated with this guy that was a couple years older then me, I was crushing hard, but he didn't even know I existed. Then after a couple of months one of my friends kind of gave me a rude awakening, they told me that if the guy really felt the same way he probably would've put in some effort to communicate with me, and you don't really want a guy that doesn't even notice you. At first I was mad at him, but then I realized he was right. I was totally wasting my time because I was so focused on getting this one guy, I guess I was crushing for so long because it seemed like a challenge, like I could get him eventually. So my advice to you is just try to move on, there are so many great guys out there, ones that will be crazy about you from the moment they see you, and ones that will make an effort to make you a part of their lives. I know it can be hard, and you may think he's the only guy, but when you're infatuated it kinda makes you blind to all the other great guys out there. So whatever you decide to do, good luck. And I hope you eventually find the right guy :)